first things first. i wanna thank my baby for being there for mi when i needed him the most. he even bought Ben & Jerry's strawberry cheesecake for mi to cheer mi up. thanks baby. u're the best.
well. lost the match today. words cant descibe how i feel now. this sense of guilt and loss. the days of our trainings, our matches. knowing that it wont be the same anymore after this intercons. i'll miss all of them. this sense of belonging, this bond that we all shared, this team that brought us all together. i feel so guilty. let mao mao and logan down. didnt meet their expectations today. and everythg was just wrong. i cried. the very first time i felt so guilty. this had meant alot to me. this team...
